2/20/10

I feel like I only want to blog when I'm upset.

I think that's pretty sucky, to be perfectly honest. I feel like my body is going to implode. It's as if my insides are a large piece of notebook paper and someone is crumbling it into a ball. A really tight ball. With a ticking bomb inside.

That bomb is going to explode soon. And it's this unbelievable, painful sensation in the pit of my stomach that makes me fall to my knees with frustration.

I need to be away from my life. I need a taste of something new. ANYTHING. I've never been more excited to be away from home, away from everything I'm used to.

When I'm distraught, I honestly can't find good ways to explain my situation, my feelings.

Meh.