I think I actually need to go to a therapist.
I've lost you completely, and now I am cutting again. And it's worse.
I have no desire to go to class, and only go so as to not disappoint my grandma.
I don't care when my english teacher talks, I don't care when my fashion teacher talks about things I love.
I should be so happy to be in these classes but I space out every day.
I have no motivation to do anything in my life.
I don't feel happiness over anything real.
I cry literally every night.
I sit around and miss people who have done me wrong.
I sit around and miss people I've pushed away.
I think of ways to better myself, and instead I just cut my legs.
And somehow that makes it better.
And I just hold my head and stare into nothing all the time.
I miss having dreams and passion.
Wake up kids, we've got the dreamer's disease.
2 comments:
Kim... going to a therapist is not a bad thing, it can help you. Talk to me any time you want or feel like it. Just please, don't do this to yourself... I love you.
i don't know who you are. just landed on your page randomly searching for some poems but when i read what you have written, i ll definitely tell you to visit a therapist. everyone faces issues, my grades went from A+ to C,D last year over some stupid things. Doesn't matter what they are. I didn't think i should go to anyone. i felt i could handle but grades kept plummeting. i went to wellness n counseling center on campus. helped a lot. going for internship next week. talking to people who can help surely does help. people who can't wait for 3 minutes at starbucks for the latte will tell u that life's too short. it's not. you get enough chances. but earlier you get up the better.
again, none of my business posting here. in face i logged out to post anonymously. dont know if u can still see my profile. don't know how this works. just dust yourself up and try to find the way. look outside the window. go for an ice-cream first. read better stuff. break the cocoon you unnecessarily built for yourself. then only u ll see the bright light outside. go out you.
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