3/9/10

Yeah, and you swore you'd never let this happen. You told yourself it's not a bridge you'd cross, but you were wrong. You made a big mistake, let that opportunity slip through your fingers, and now you're left with a heavy heart and a mind racing faster than you thought possible.

Yeah, those are the only thoughts you're going to have for a long time. You're going to be wondering what the hell happened to you, how you actually managed to put yourself in that position, and why things couldn't have gone in a different direction.

Now you're in a much more difficult situation. You're putting yourself in danger of experiencing many more emotional pitfalls. The worst thing about this is that you generally feel great about this situation. It's something you really want, but it isn't easily attainable. (At least it's not attainable while still feeling morally comfortable.)

Now you are caught up in silly desires, and it's going to cause you an emotional heart attack. Now you've moved on, to a disastrous scenario in which you're only going to be left in the dust. And you're just fine with it. You just wait. You're going to get your heart broken.